There was this girl M.

I wanted her so badly, she was cute, short auburn hair, a pink complexion, hardened by the suburban punk rock scene. She was so much tougher than I was and she knew it. She was dating huge dudes and scorning me, we were “friends” in the sense that we were in the same circle of friends and I wanted to fuck her and she didn’t want to fuck me.

Her sister shows up at J’s. L was like her sister, but two years older. She was even prettier, her hair was like M’s but curly and fell past her shoulders. We are making mixed drinks in the kitchen, and smoking cigarettes outside. They have the pool open because it is summertime. It’s a little later and most everyone has left. J and his girlfriend are up. the four of us decide to go skinny dipping. the water is nice and we turn the underwater light off. Our eyes adjusted to the moon as we undressed on the pool deck and slip into the pool. we splash around for a few minutes and then pair off, Jand his girlfriend laughing together by the pool ladder. L swims to the far wall and I swim after her. She backs against the pool wall and waits for me. I approach her slowly. I can see her pubic hair drifting in the water. I can’t hide my erection from her. She smiles and we kiss our teeth scrape against each other as we make out. we pull each other closer, my hand in the small of her back, she grabbs my dick with her legs and grinds my erection between her thighs and pussy.

We didn’t notice when J got out of the pool but they were toweling off on the deck.

“We’ll see you later guys, we’re going to bed” they whisper as they go inside.

We’re alone. She grabs my dick and we make out for a few moments away from the wall before we float near the deck. She hops out of the water and sits on the edge of the water, I pull her closer and maneuver between her legs and begin licking her pussy. She is so wet and I can taste her juices flowing down my throat, she comes, using a towel to muffle her cries.

I get out of the water and she takes my hard dick in her mouth for a moment, she wants me to fuck her, I’m worried because I don’t have a condom, she assures me she is on the pill.  A few moments later she is guiding me into her wet pussy with me on top of her. We are fucking on the pool deck the wood is creaky and noisy, there is a towel under her, I’mabout to come and go to pull out but she holds me close and I come in her. We kiss a bit more and decide it’s late. We go inside the house and found a spot on the floor, with a few pillows and blankets we slept together.

So there is a pretext to the previous installation of this story. You see, I was staying with L in Montreal at the time, and I was dating another girl K. K was a virgin and I was under the pretexts of being a virgin, I had already slept with B, once but K and I had broken up then, or something? And now I had slept with L. L confronted me with this in the morning, I excsued it by saying that I was going to break it off with K anyway. Which I was because K was crazy. She was really, really beautiful, thin and tall with long dark brown hair and deep brown eyes.

K was  my crazy rock and roll teenage angst filled girlfriend. she was 17 I was 18 we lived in the same neighborhood, we liked to make out and have dramatic fights. She was a cutter and would regurgitate rock lyrics as original poetry. She had a shitty Subaru and we would drive around listening to the Hair soundtrack because that was all she would put on. Short story she was awesome and she seemed to hate my guts. She was a virgin and I was too, or so I told myself and then told her, for there was that incident when I was a kid, but that didn’t count, and that other thing that happened.

When I was 16, Junior year of high school I was at a party with my friend J. He was dating a girl and she had a friend whose parents were out of town So a bunch of us went out there and spent the night. Her parents had a bar and a pinball machine. the livingroom was huge and contained a gigantic television. We drank liquor dinks all night and played games. At the end of the night we all had seperate bedroom, enough that the 5 couples were mostly able to find their own rooms while a few singels and groups shared others, I ended up sharing a bed with a  girl named E.

We kissed all night. I remember her nose was large and i could feel it on my cheek while we kissed. I had my hand up her shirt and she had large breasts they were soft and firm and her nipples were hard and soft at the same time. I kisses her stomach for a while, paying attention to the edge of her panties. I pushed the crotch of her underwear aside and slipped my thumb into her wet pussy and fingered her before pulling off her panties.

I went down on her. this was the first time I had tasted a woman in this way, pungent! but i stayed and licked her pussy and she quietly moaned. it was 3 AM.

She whispered to me ” do you have a condom?”

I was unprepared I really wasn’t expecting this, I said yes wait one second and I left the room. I knew J had one so I quietly woke him and procured it from him. And quickly returned to E.

“I have one.” I whispered to her and we kissed some more while we fumbled with the condom. We were both virgins. I got on top and she guided me into her pussy I started. We were having sex, she was so warm and snug, it felt wonderfull, I loved it when i could get deep inside so I could feel her on the base of my cockwhere the condom wasn’t. A knock at the door.

It was J.

“what do you want. go away”

“I need to talk to you”

“go away”, this when on for a moment.

E, “go see what he wants.”

I go to the door, “what?”

“Are you sure you want to got through with this, is everything ok?” he asks.His girlfriend sent im to check on E, to make sure it was on the up and up.

I want to kill him. “Go to bed everything is fine.”

I return to E, the mood is killed. I take off the condom. She wants to please me though and she begins to give me head, then begins to choke and says she cant do it. I tell her its ok and we go to sleep.

S invited me over for dinner. Her husband will be there her kid will be there. Her husband is a lot bigger than me, and meaner too. He would easily kill me in a fair fight. But we have been spending a lot of time together so I accept. I accept many meals from her this way and I sleep in the bed in the guest room. Late at night she comes to me wearing a lace teddy, she wakes me quietly and gives me a blowjob, I lay in the bed and she stands next to me, she lets me put my hand up her nighty and I can feel her shaved pussy naked, she is not wearing any underwear and she is nearly dripping. I finger her and she eagerly sucks my dick and swallows my come. I get out of the bed and she leans on the window sill. There are no curtains and we can see into the street. from behind I lift her dress and fuck her quietly, she quickly comes. I come again pull out and we kiss and she slips back to bed.

Every year R would have a birthday party where her older brother would reliably spike the punch, not with too much alcohol and probably more theatrically than literally. This was 6th Grade. At one of these parties was the first time I “made out with a girl”.

There were like 40 people there. They had a huge TV room and couches and beanbag chairs we watched The Shining and ate tons of gross food.

R had this huge gumball machine in her bedroom, we went upstairs. I was trying to see how much bubblegum I could ft in my mouth, it turns out quite a bit. I can remember felling the huge wad of gum in my mouth and the way the sugary coating of the gumball  would gently scratch my gums as the hollow center gave way and collapsed. My mouth was thick with syrupy sugar. There were a bunch of girls in the room they were playing truth or dare and asked me to play which quickly percipitated two of them taking me into the bathroom with them, M and B. 

They were definitely a little older than me but not by much, maybe a year, I remember seeing M when I first came up there. M was blonde and dressed and actually kinda looked like Christina Applegate from the 80’s. She was an early bloomer. Honestly probably the first time I had noticed a girl. she was totally heavy metal, ripped jeans and I could see her legs. 

The other girl B was much taller than I was. She was Black an had her hair tied in a high bun. She was very thin and had High cheekbones, I don’t remember her that well because I never saw her again after this party. But I remember the way she kissed me. M locked the door and B got me up on the counter. She took the gum out of my mouth to my dismay,  and kissed me! She pressed her lips to mine and ran her fingers through my bowl cut. Before I knew what was happening her tongue was in my mouth she was sort of forceful and strong and she licked every part of my mouth. Then it was M’s turn her mouth was smaller and more delicate our tongues swirled and danced more. They took turns kissing me for a while and then we rejoined the party, I got more gum. 

You see J and I have been friends for a long time and we have both kissed the same girls on many occasions. J. as i indicated earlier would throw some pretty rambunctious parties when we were younger. His parents had a pool in the back yard and we would often skinny dip. There were a few parks around their house and  we would often pair off with girls from the group and disappear for a while, and touch each other in the bushes. 

J. is a year older than I and so when he graduated HS and left for college so did many of my friends. Fortunately he went to Cornell which was only a few hours away and we kept in touch. I would go up there every few months and it was always a great time. Once he and his roommates threw a Halloween party. I came up for the weekend and was crashing on his couch. He had several house mates, all male, and some of their girlfriends lived nearby and we would all spend time together and share meals etc…

So the party had been raging for most of the night, there were fire breathers and jugglers like there should be at any north eastern college and plenty of alcohol and drugs. Later in the evening I was looking for something or someone, several people that I knew had disappeared. I walked into a bedroom and there were J. and three of his roommates and a bunch of girls and everyone was naked and having sex all over the room. I was stunned for a moment. J was on the floor with his girlfriends roommate giving him blowjob. She was wearing a tank top, but no bottoms and I could see her pussy as she leaned in to suck his dick. On the bed by the door another girlfriend of theirs A. was completely nude and D., one of J’s roommates was eating her out. She made eye contact with me and I apologized for entering the room, she said that it was ok and reached for my hand. I let her take it. She kissed it and then put it on her breast. I though OK, so I leaned in and kissed her. 

We kissed for a few moments before she started with her hand down my pants.  I helped her get my dick out and leaned close to the bed while she blew me, she had such smooth skin and dark hair and I though she was so beautiful as I watched my cock go in and out of her mouth. I came, mostly in her mouth but also on her face which she wiped off with her hand. D. never stopped and A. came shortly after I did, I pulled myself together and left the room to went back to the party. 

The next morning D. was a little upset with me because I took “his” blowjob.